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[16 Apr 2006|07:52pm] |
I need to go to Puerto Rico and chill on the beach with a little umbrella drink in my hand. When the hell did everything get so hectic? And I'm sick. Work is crazy because I'm too scared I'll file something in a patients folder than can be the cause of their death, cuz yanno doctors can't be like normal human beings and have excelled in the major of scribbling prescribtions instead of just PRINTING normal looking letters.
Fuck that, there should be a new rule that you TYPE what you want done for the patient. No writing. Because their notes are utter bullshit.
I just realized that was a long rant. What was hilarious today was how my sister called me up because she left her keys in Jelly (the red subaru we used to own), and I was about to die from motion sickness in a crazy cab that was making crazy turns. I crawled out of that.
I hope I feel better tomorrow. I rather like the feeling of being able to smell and taste things. And being able to chew on the left side of my cheek. And having my food stay down. And just bitching about other things besides my health.
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[01 Apr 2006|10:05pm] |
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I know it was an accident. I know she didn't mean anything by it but has a lot of pent up anger. And I also know it kills her to see on some days, I'm a mirror-image of her, than the next day, a mirror-image of him. There is a lot of things I have yet to understand when it comes to her, and I fight everyday to make up for the past. We pretty much have the same personality and are determined to undermine anyone who puts us down. I wished he followed through on his promises with her. I forgive him ever since that talk, but she still feels the pain to this day.
I just hope history doesn't repeat itself and follows me to MY future.
I don't think I could be as strong as she was. Actually, I am that strong.
Because I won't put myself in that position. Ever.
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| oye ve to the 5th power. |
[12 Feb 2006|07:50pm] |
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i don't look for drama..it usually finds me.
even when i decide to go incognito for a weekend. :-D
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[09 Feb 2006|02:38pm] |
At the table today we came up with 3 movies everybody should have seen. 1)aladin, 2)beauty and the beast, 3)Little Mermaid. We also talked about disney pornography, goonies, page master, the dark crystal, more pornography, game systems, games, game equipments, pornography.
Some ways to get a recuiter off your back. -moaning over the phone and having farm animals cry in the background.
Said - "OMG I BROKE A NAIL! SHIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTT"
i've had an awesome week so far. :-D
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| I stoled this from someone... |
[04 Feb 2006|10:33pm] |
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MY SISTER WAS HERE!!!! I missed her sooo much. Even though she kept bringing old embarassing stories...
ehh found a survery mcjig thingie. take a look.
1)Pina
2)Yamz
3)Chris
4)Alain
5)Christina
6)Jimmy
7)Jesi
8)Edlin
9)Carla
10)Said
11)Jackie
12)Mathew
13)Danny
14)Rashid
15)Jeff
16)Kyle
17)Kenny
18)Lisa
19)Melissa
20)Roy
QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 13?
Met him since he was out of the womb..lol. lil bro.
2. What would you do if you had never met 5?
i'd probably be more of a tomboy. this is the chick who got me my 1st purse.
3. What do you honestly think of 10?
Reminds me of danny a lot. it's fun teasing/playing jokes on him and listening
to when he bitches.
4. Did 19 and 8 ever date?
lol no. they're straight 2.
5. Did you ever like 2?
LMAO. whateverrr...yamz is the male pina for me.
6. If 2 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him or her to know?
I'd remind him of the biggest promise I made for him when we first called each
other best friends...i will go insane if anything happened, that's for sure.
7. Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
HAHAHHAHAHA...they better be a fucking couple for all enternity damnit.
8. Describe 7 in 4 words
Younger. version. of. me.
9. Do you think 4 is hot?
all my best guy buddies are hot. but there will be no competiton for best body soon if
he continues the working out... (top 3 for biggest ass tho lmao)
10. Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple?
Nope. she woukd kill him.
11. Tell me something humiliating about 16:
*snickers* annnaaconda.
12. Do you know any of 3's family members?
Michelle, steven. (sister/bro)
(I hope i got that right)
13. What's 20's favorite color?
it's blue
14. On a scale of 1-10, how cute is 14?
i'll give him an 8.
15. What would you do if 15 just confessed his/her love to you?
...jesus fucking christ.
16. What language does 19 speak?
english and spanish.
17. Who is 8 going out with?
no one yet.
18. What would you do if 3 started hitting on you?
I'd just sit there and laugh lmao.
19. Would 18 and 10 make a good couple?
Def. not lmfao.;
20. What grade is 15 in?
Graduated..needs to go back to school
21. When was the last time you talked to 12?
yesterday on the phone.
22. What is 2's favorite band?
favorite DJ would be van buuren. or oakenfield...err however u spell those fuckin names
23. Does 9 have any siblings?
yesss. her lil sis is named IRIS! tehehe..
24. Would you ever date 6?
ERRRR...god i see him 2 much as an annoying brother now.
25. Would you ever date 13?
Ew. no. that's my little brother.. *gags*
26. Is 11 single?
nope.
27. What is 19's last name?
Garita
28. What is number 10's fantasy?
to kill off shyd somehow, lol. i have heard some stories...
29. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 1?
Ever since I was young/your word is the word that always won/A phone call I'd rather not receive
Please use my body while I sleep/My lungs are fresh and yours to keep/
Kept clean and they will let you breathe//The best part of what has happened/
was the part I must have missed/So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around
I'm not writing my goodbyes
If I could, I would shrink myself/sink through your skin to your blood cells/
Remove whatever makes you hurt//But I am too weak to be your cure.
(Pina is my long lost 'sister'. I would fucking MURDER anyone who hurts her...
you can't comprehend how close we are.)
30. What school does 12 go to?
goes up to my dream college, hartford.
31. What school does 2 go to?
who the fuck doesn't go to wcc...
32. Where does 17 live?
err upstate.
33. Would you make out with 1?
love the bitch to death...but hell..fucking...no.
34. What would you tell 1 if they asked 9 out?
too much home shit going on here.
35. Is 3 older then you?
Nope. I'm older. but he acts more mature..
36. Is 2 the sexiest person alive?
*raises eyebrows* sureeeee. why not?
37. What would you do if you saw 4 cry?
stay there until the tears stop falling...i'd probably cry along cuz we all know i'm pussy with my emotions.
38. What is the best thing about number 20?
his sense of humor.
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[31 Jan 2006|06:03pm] |
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Remember that kid's game "Telephone"? You tell one person something, and it turns out different when they tell the next one?
YEAH. Remember that is an evil, evil fucking game once you grow of age. AND! when they're supposed to shut the hell up and just stayyy quiet.
and I had such a nice morning, with a B- paper.
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[24 Jan 2006|01:07pm] |
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m.i.a. - sunshowers |
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ahhhh. kelly made me cry in lab.
but they're happy tears.
found out something suprising.
tehehehe...
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| "I know you'll shine much brighter than I ever could..." |
[21 Jan 2006|09:36am] |
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Nelly Furtado - Scared of You |
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Now some people just have all the luck. They will always have a bright light to guide the way, a smile that'll convince them they hold the whole entire world in their hands. Don't give in to insercurities. You know this. Now go be delirously happy and giddy while I can sit back, relax and watch you in amusement, espically when your listening to music and your moods change like a bitch in major PMS. Ya damn fool.
BTW school is kicking my ass. Oh yeah, it's great to be back..*snorts*. Honestly..yeah it's good to be back.
PS. I rather be miserable than led to something on false terms. Think about it Pina. It makes no sense...
Don't do this to yourself...
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[11 Jan 2006|05:22am] |
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HAHAHA.
No sooner than I wrote that last entry two buddies came on.
thank freakin god.
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| bubble! pop! electric! Uh oh! |
[11 Jan 2006|03:30am] |
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Gwen Stefani Bubble Pop Electric |
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so.
can't sleep again. :-D
hm.
why can't someone else be an insomiac with me and be online now...
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| "..Nobody plans to be half the world at times like these" |
[08 Jan 2006|03:48am] |
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Brand New - Guernica |
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These fuckfaces (that would be Shyd, Nes, and Yannick) do not understand or know how to execute any type of game plans...at all. Nes was supposed to pick us up, than Shyd, than Nes, than Shyd again, Oh there goes Nes but he's currently picking up Yamz, "guys where the fuck are you", "oh we're at 7/11 yo, so you gotta wait some more." Than they had to pick up Jim/Jeff at van courtlandt..w.e. Righty-oh. Melly gave me some proper "medicine" for that headache. :-D
Supposed to have left at 11, left at 12:30. We walked to Gorton, they picked us up and I downed a small bottle, and was set. Yamz was already twisted cuz jeff gave him a bottle of coconut rum. assholes didn't share with me but i didn't share the barcadi.
Yamz and Melly ripped my jeans..bitches. One of my fav. pairs.
Lost my phone...again. THan Jeff found it for me.
- I also can't play pool for shit, but it wasn't my fault.
"aren't you a vegetarian?"
"No Jeff, I ordered the roast beef to set it free." LOL
And another tip/bill issue at the diner.
More sexist jokes due to Nes. DIckwad lol.
All that BS came out okay though, and it was fun. Now me and melly going to sleep...night.
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[07 Jan 2006|11:37pm] |
FUCKING ASSHOLES. FUCKING ASSHOLES. FUCKING ASSHOLES.
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[04 Jan 2006|04:32am] |
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No Doubt - New |
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Another fucking restless night. Screw it. I'll pull an all nighter and sleep early tonight.
An earlier conversation has got me planning things... >.<
School needs to start. b o r e d. o u t. o f. m y. m i n d. i n e e d ? s o m e t h i n g.
yes, i've been doing random shit to make me pass out as soon as night hits. it's not working...i have 2 much energy and driving my mom crazy. even while sick.
I just can't wait until friday :-D
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[03 Jan 2006|01:17am] |
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Artful Dodger - Think About Me |
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Tell me.
How does a "therapist" becomes anaylzed espically when nothing of importance is going haywired?
*smiles* Just a weird turnabout...
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| And silence gets harder to ignore... |
[29 Dec 2005|04:17am] |
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Andain - Beautiful Things |
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Okay, so I have this one thought that has been keeping me up till 5 in the morning and it won't stop bothering me, for the past week. I just stay up and think long and hard, contemplate, think of solutions, than cry out in frustration because the solution won't help at all. Than when I fall asleep, I have dreams of laying in my bed, staring at the cieling wondering about the same thing for hours on ends. Or if my dream differs, somehow I'm talking to someone about it.
Any ideas on how I can stop this crap?
Hmm maybe i should take a sleeping pill.
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| "So I felt like the biggest asshole..." |
[25 Dec 2005|02:33am] |
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HoHoHo. Merry Christmas ye bastards!
>.< I got kicked out my dad's house to sleep over. ho hum. LMAO. "yeah...too many people are here. so you guys gotta go." Okay popz.
All day at manhattan, (which was fun)with Albert, than went to the bronx at around 8-ish.
I got tipsy. Hallejuiah it was about damn time. MMMM coquito.
And now I'm home trying to grasp what the hell people are iming me about...
OMG. My IPOD...is the best thing ever. The only times it's off is when I'm sleeping or taking a shower..muahahahahah. Even on the phone, I have one ear piece off and the other one is on...
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[22 Dec 2005|11:43pm] |
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Jay-Z - Soon You'll Understand |
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Finals today were easier than I thought. I mean, I didn't hyperventalite or anything.
Was with melly, yamz and alain.
After that, went to the galleria. Christina, Yamz, me.
Yamz left.
Than Christina ripped off my cartildge earring. OW..it still hurts.
And I lost the earring. Ow and damn at the same time.
I'm exhausted. I'm off to be comatose for at least 14 hours tomorrow.
Adios, bitches.
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Brand New - Guernica |
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soxXpupPeT (3:54:08 PM): this spring is going to Rock
SoxXpupPeT (3:54:10 PM): SO MUCH
liathx anam cara (3:54:16 PM): yeah i have a feeling also
liathx anam cara (3:54:24 PM): it'll be a good 2006
SoxXpupPeT (3:54:36 PM): our first real year out of highschool
liathx anam cara (3:54:37 PM): i'm just more..happy? lol
SoxXpupPeT (3:54:43 PM): more content
liathx anam cara (3:54:46 PM): yeah
liathx anam cara (3:54:49 PM): less confused
SoxXpupPeT (3:54:56 PM): less shit going on
liathx anam cara (3:55:09 PM): this christmas has been the best so far
SoxXpupPeT (3:55:23 PM): and it hasnt even happened yet
liathx anam cara (3:55:26 PM): lol i know.
Just one slighhttttt thing I have to fix, but alas..things are peaceful. :-D
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[19 Dec 2005|03:52pm] |
So far I passed one final and failed one.
I passed CPR, got my ceritification and on the final a 84. (haha)
Music Theory - failed. I didn't study cuz I thought I was gonna get it...blah.
Oh freakin well. As long as I get a 70 in math (i'll pass with to go on beggining algebra), I'll be happy.
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